WARNING! If you are easily triggered, proceed with caution.
Hell is in the head. You have to step outside of yourself and look at your behavior objectively. How do you do that? You must accept God made you perfect (in his eyes) not yours. Document your journey with severe honesty, until you construct a version of certainty. Put it on paper and step back from it. Fill the gaps. Walk away. When enough time passes you will relate to it less because the page remembers your bullshit better than you can. Let the paper suffer instead.
This is you. This is you inside a simulation. This is you inside a simulation of doubt. Look below. That's you. You are looking at my first attempt at documenting reality (three years ago). Very simple. Reality is so obvious its imperceptible, because doubt renders you incapable of perceiving God. Why? Faith is fallible. Why? God cannot starve. How can you humanize something that cannot starve? Satan only starves. You humanize God when you have the will to starve. Satan's greatest sin is, he humanizes God. That is the Simulation of Doubt.
According to Wikipedia, in Greek mythology Sisyphus or Sisyphos was the king of Ephyra. He was punished for his self-aggrandizing craftiness and deceitfulness by being forced to roll an immense boulder up a hill only for it to roll down every time it neared the top, repeating this action for eternity.
Who's the dark figure? Who's the old man?
The old man is God. The dark figure is Satan. The boulder is Eden. I don't claim to be accurate, I claim to be interesting. The simulation we are trapped in, is in Satan's head. Hell is in the head. Biblically. God forgives you to relieve his pain. Why is God in pain? The consequence of creation is heartbreak. God made Satan by design to reject him. Why? Boredom. God cannot be bored. Idle hands. God created everything both sinister and divine.
God's heart weeps as Satan is doomed to push the rock uphill; just like the Muse inspires us to achieve the impossible despite the likelihood of failure. Eden depicted in the illustration above is heaven. We don't live in Eden...we live in the reflection of Eden stewing inside the mind of a fallen angel. A fallen angel that resents himself so much he inverts Eden (and the souls that dwell there) within his own head to spite his father. That is where we live.
Reality is the simulation of doubt. Doubt in what? That God exists. We are just an idea inside Satan's mind. Hell is in the head. The mind can generate dreams so lucid it's indistinguishable from cognizance. The Mythology of the Muse is the pinnacle of poetry. I documented it, and survived. I hope this helps God's heartache. I hope this brings you closure. Now step back from yourself and see the simulation for yourself. Look below:
Entertainment helps us forget we're gonna die. The news reminds us.
Why is Satan a black child? God is his Satan. All Satan sees is God's skin. This is why racism exists...we resent conquest. It's only conquest if you don't surrender. We are perfect in God's eyes who watches you refusing to surrender. Satan's hate (like racism) is as shallow as the compulsion to be shocked. If that is responsible for triggering resentment there's no escaping how shallow our shame enjoys victimhood (i.e. Slavery, White Guilt). GET OVER IT! Surrender to conquest. If only Satan, conceded to God (by design)...we would all enjoy Eden for eternity. Perhaps it's not up to Satan, it's up to us (stewing inside Satan's head) to reject the God of Doubt. Together. United we are the sum of Jesus' parts. This is why we need a doomsday scenario...to force the WORLD to surrender to God together. You see the madness of divinity. It's a perpetual divide. It's brilliant. Only the son of God can unite us. Are you the son of God? Liar.
False prophets enlighten (through awareness) to explain away doubt (in ourselves) with a unique mythology. The more unlikely...they are, to being the Messiah, the more keen doubters are...to accept their wisdom. Why? Diversity fractures unity (to suit minorities). Why? By embracing what makes us different, it encourages division. Uniqueness unites so long as it preaches honesty not love, (love alone is not moral). Why? False prophets hinge their livelihood on the approval of hypocrites. Sardonic Poets unites hypocrites through severe honesty. Honesty creates a common ground that upsets everyone, unifying through hatred. Hatred of the truth; because it reminds us we're gonna die. Sardonic Poets love to upset thin-skinned victims. Why? To unify the nation by accepting their uniqueness is NOT special. Unify, not diversify. We can't all be special, because that implies we are all unique; which equals division from those who are NOT special. Where's the unity in that? Who is NOT special? Who decides that? THE MARKET!
I'm here to tell you that awareness is an industry that monetizes what the market deems valuable; to determine if your efforts deserve rewarding. Unlike nature...it's a contract that is guilty of rewarding unnecessary feats. Society thrives on rewarding unnecessary feats. Why? Distraction from death. There's only so much land to farm and ocean to fish. You live your lives distracted by feats fed with paper that cannot nourish, clothe, or shelter. Uniqueness is an unnecessary feat but diversity is? Diversity fractures unity (to suit minorities). We must not resent God's conquest (that's what Satan wants) however how we achieve that is unnecessary. Why? Hinge your approval on God. It doesn't cost you anything. The market doesn't decide, God decides your value. Your doubt is quantified (by your confidence) in the market's effectiveness to distract you from death. That way when you think of death...you are certain what awaits you. If you hinge your approval on doubt...the MARKET decides how your legacy will live; if your worth anything, through merchandise.
Your soul returns to hell, where you wait your turn to be re-inserted into the simulation. You signed up for this asshole. God had nothing to do with it.
Hell is above and below.