WARNING! If you are easily triggered, proceed with caution.
Hell is in the head. You have to step outside of yourself and look at your behavior objectively. How do you do that? You must accept God made you perfect (in his eyes) not yours. Document your journey with severe honesty, until you construct a version of certainty. Put it on paper and step back from it. Fill the gaps. Walk away. When enough time passes you will relate to it less because the page remembers your bullshit better than you can. Let the paper suffer instead.
1This is you. 2This is you inside a simulation. 3This is you inside a simulation of doubt. 4Look below. 5That's you. 6You are looking at my first attempt at documenting reality (three years ago). 7Very simple. 8Reality is so obvious its imperceptible, because doubt renders you incapable of perceiving God. 9Why? 10Faith is fallible. 11Why? 12God cannot starve. 13How can you humanize something that cannot starve? 14Satan only starves. 15You humanize God when you have the will to starve. 16Satan's greatest sin is, he humanizes God. 17That is the Simulation of Doubt.
18According to Wikipedia, in Greek mythology Sisyphus or Sisyphos was the king of Ephyra. 19He was punished for his self-aggrandizing craftiness and deceitfulness by being forced to roll an immense boulder up a hill only for it to roll down every time it neared the top, repeating this action for eternity.
Who's the dark figure? Who's the old man?
20The old man is God. 21The dark figure is Satan. 22The boulder is Eden. 23I don't claim to be accurate, I claim to be interesting. 24The simulation we are trapped in, is in Satan's head. 25Hell is in the head. 26Biblically. 27God forgives you to relieve his pain. 28Why is God in pain? 29The consequence of creation is heartbreak. 30God made Satan by design to reject him. 31Why? 32Boredom. 33God cannot be bored. 34Idle hands. 35God created everything both sinister and divine.
36God's heart weeps as Satan is doomed to push the rock uphill; just like the Muse inspires us to achieve the impossible despite the likelihood of failure. 37Eden depicted in the illustration above is heaven. 38We don't live in Eden...we live in the reflection of Eden stewing inside the mind of a fallen angel. 39A fallen angel that resents himself so much he inverts Eden (and the souls that dwell there) within his own head to spite his father. 40That is where we live.
41Reality is the simulation of doubt. 42Doubt in what? 43That God exists. 44We are just an idea inside Satan's mind. 45Hell is in the head. 46The mind can generate dreams so lucid it's indistinguishable from cognizance. 47The Mythology of the Muse is the pinnacle of poetry. 48I documented it, and survived. 49I hope this helps God's heartache. 50I hope this brings you closure. 51Now step back from yourself and see the simulation for yourself. 52Look below:
Entertainment helps us forget we're gonna die. The news reminds us.
53Why is Satan a black child? 54God is his Satan. 55All Satan sees is God's skin. 56This is why racism exists...we resent conquest. 57It's only conquest if you don't surrender. 58We are perfect in God's eyes who watches you refusing to surrender. 59Satan's hate (like racism) is as shallow as the compulsion to be shocked. 60If that is responsible for triggering resentment there's no escaping how shallow our shame enjoys victimhood (i.e. Slavery, White Guilt). 61GET OVER IT! 62Surrender to conquest. 63If only Satan, conceded to God (by design)...we would all enjoy Eden for eternity. 64Perhaps it's not up to Satan, it's up to us (stewing inside Satan's head) to reject the God of Doubt. 65Together. 66United we are the sum of Jesus' parts. 67This is why we need a doomsday scenario...to force the WORLD to surrender to God together. 68You see the madness of divinity. It's a perpetual divide. 69It's brilliant. 70Only the son of God can unite us. Are you the son of God? 71Liar.
72False prophets enlighten (through awareness) to explain away doubt (in ourselves) with a unique mythology. 73The more unlikely...they are, to being the Messiah, the more keen doubters are...to accept their wisdom. 74Why? Diversity fractures unity (to suit minorities). 75Why? 76By embracing what makes us different, it encourages division. 77Uniqueness unites so long as it preaches honesty not love, (love alone is not moral). 78Why? 79False prophets hinge their livelihood on the approval of hypocrites. 80Sardonic Poets unites hypocrites through severe honesty. 81Honesty creates a common ground that upsets everyone, unifying through hatred. 82Hatred of the truth; because it reminds us we're gonna die. 83Sardonic Poets love to upset thin-skinned victims. 84Why? 85To unify the nation by accepting their uniqueness is NOT special. 86Unify, not diversify. 87We can't all be special, because that implies we are all unique; which equals division from those who are NOT special. 88Where's the unity in that? 89Who is NOT special? 90Who decides that? 91THE MARKET!
92I'm here to tell you that awareness is an industry that monetizes what the market deems valuable; to determine if your efforts deserve rewarding. 93Unlike nature...it's a contract that is guilty of rewarding unnecessary feats. 94Society thrives on rewarding unnecessary feats. 95Why? 96Distraction from death. 97There's only so much land to farm and ocean to fish. 98You live your lives distracted by feats fed with paper that cannot nourish, clothe, or shelter. 99Uniqueness is an unnecessary feat but diversity is? 100Diversity fractures unity (to suit minorities). 101We must not resent God's conquest (that's what Satan wants) however how we achieve that is unnecessary. 102Why? 103Hinge your approval on God. 104It doesn't cost you anything. 105The market doesn't decide, God decides your value. 106Your doubt is quantified (by your confidence) in the market's effectiveness to distract you from death. 107That way when you think of death...you are certain what awaits you. 108If you hinge your approval on doubt...the MARKET decides how your legacy will live; if your worth anything, through merchandise.
109Your soul returns to hell, where you wait your turn to be re-inserted into the simulation. You signed up for this asshole. 110God had nothing to do with it.
Hell is above and below.